For years, IâÇÖve dreamt of what college life could bring and while some things changed, there was always one constant.It didnâÇÖt matter how wild I allowed my imagination to run, it always led me to the same place in the end.áIt led me to him.áMy future was clear, and he was it.áUntil suddenly ... he wasnâÇÖt.áNow IâÇÖm a shell of who I was, on a path too blurry to follow, and I see no way out.No way up.áThey say first loves last forever.ThatâÇÖs exactly what IâÇÖm afraid of.
